Ripple to waves

About Time!

It is about time that I have a chance to start this!  With my birthday coming in 9 days, election today and plans for a better future happening, I was beginning to worry if I would ever have a chance to start this. Are you happy?I do not feel so happy. I feel exhausted. I have an opportunity to change. A chance. School is kicking my ass, okay maybe I am not really paying that much attention to school and that is why it is kicking my ass. Let’s be honest here there is nothing that can stop you from reaching your full potential but you. To give up is to give in. I’m rambling on and on because I don’t have all my thoughts in order yet. I will eventually. I did not want to leave this blank anymore so here you go =) I enjoy gardening. It has become a small passion of mine.I’m naturally afraid of taking big leaps and making mistakes. I keep reading, reviewing and testing but I do not fully commit. Why can I not fully jump in?! This is something I will change eventually, count on it. Good night.

The Beginning.

As a kid I wrote down 100 goals that I wanted to do before I died, and as I got older I realized I didn’t want to do many of them at all. I was following other people’s ideas of things you should do before you die and not really looking inside. This is the beginning. My first ripple in 24 years.

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I have edited this post for about a week now. I’m nervous to open up. I really am, I’m very passive. I used to write my thoughts in paper and toss the paper out. I used to write poetry and try to draw. All unseen all thrown away. I’m nervous and excited starting this blog because I want to really come out with my own goals and express myself freely. I hope my ripple becomes a wave. =)